i suppose i'll keep trying to find my heart inside this hard drive.
anytime i see the light the shadows pull me into the shallows repeatedly mutilating me.
sometimes i'll look down and find: lost my mind.
it's too late to realise i've only ever thought about you.
the dark inside the glow; you're oblivious i know.
why is it never enough to only have yourself to love?
cause every time i see you smile i'll be happy for a while,
but i'm breaking my back and as i walk i fall in the cracks.
you're all that i see through the haziness of distance.
my entire existence fixated on the difference between my disappointment and your brilliance.